Friday, April 29, 2005
Okie well it is fri n a long long wk...but i m abit upset...actuali more than abit but ctrl it...bf hav been back for 2 days liao bah...but we din reli talk much...i m reli upset abt e surprise i gave 2 him...i was reli hapi in da process of doin it...well in da end din get 2 use it cuz cant fetch him at da airport...nvm...the worst ting has yet 2 cum...on da day i told him 2 c it...he reluctantly on da light n take a look...1st ting he said was...wah so big arh...so i reli feel bad tat i bought da wrong size...then tot he can wear try try but he jus put it aside...fine...so ytd i wear mine giv him c...so excited n hapi...yet he stil dun wear it...until i said pls pls try gimme c...then he did n realised it aint reli tat big...but he stil said i was like as if so "stupid" 2 do the shirt...bcuz i told him abt those tv show ppl take notice board wif name to receive ppl...so i did it in a form of t-shirt...n feel tat upon cumin out n he were 2 c it...he will be shocked n hapi n find it cute n can remember for life...n the ans i got fr him was..."ya okie" & tat is it...n the 2 shirts r bein "throw" aside again...i feel real sad cuz i tried 2 express my hapiness n wasnt appreciated...
well...guess i reli giv up all hopes liao....suan le bah...dun pin hopes then wont hurt anymore...
okie sumtin nice 2 share wif everyone...my colleague joyce send me the lyrics of the dolphin bay song...here it goes...pls enjoy it....
JOURNEY
It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to You
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to You
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will You break down these walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to You
To You
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 10:25 PM