Friday, April 15, 2005
Mayb like tings hav 2 b balanced...well sumtin happen at wk lucky i was nt ard...a colleague was forced by gossips n left the company...my deputy directors have been notified and was shameful by these so called perm staff actions...like i said y din they tink tat they hav more wk 2 do when they make a staff leave...gossips reli hurt n kill ppl huh...lucky they r not my direct co-workers...well i was asked to speak up too...but i declined n told my asst mgr abt it...well my bf did mentioned tat the world is lidat...yi wu ke yi wu...no crooks hw to show there is gd ppl ard...
well guess it is true...no heartaches hw to show the power of luv...but guess i decided nt 2 b in tat circle anymore...no bread no luv...thus ppl struggle so hard 2 wk for money 2 sustain their luv n family...
time comes when life is pretty short anyway...so wat does it matter to one most...hapiness n joy...thus is my wish for so long...why aint tis simple wish being grant???
hw long muz i be torment b4 i c the light??? like the jap anime i jus watched finished...she hav feathers but cant fly...she is oways sad n high up in the sky alone...the blue sky is oways filled wif sorrows...so sumtimes clouds are there to jus hide it a little...so it is reli up 2 myself...i oso oways pray tat a car can knock me to death...haha...well then i can meet ppl in heaven tat waitin for me...i reli missed her...jus like i missed my grandma too...
anyway...let hope tml will be a better day n my wishes can be granted...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 11:12 PM