Saturday, May 14, 2005
Finally it is weekend...tis wk hav been a torture at wk as the National Family Week event is approaching....
Mon to Fri-->work had been busy n now i stil hav to tabao work home to do...nth much happen at wk cuz too engross n busy doin last min stuff...
As 4 bf & me...tat day i tink was thu...i rec'd news tat bf is goin aussie in oct for abt 4 to 6 weeks...so everytin gt 2 postpone...duno can seems to plan anytin cuz his wk is unstable...thus makin our rn oso unstable...
fri esp was so tough for me...guess wk reli make me super bad mood...lucky bf din mind...as his voice is abit loud...i jus flare as i felt tat he was shouting at me...we end up buyin dinner cuz i ask him cook but he din...then he was kind to go clementi fetch me..wana eat there...but no parkin lot...so went teck whye buy hm eat...i even gave the auntie wrong amt for my food...so paiseh...i din even realised it...
2day we were supposed to go gym n swimmin...but i was reli tired...i slept non stop...n he was woried...esp i din eat much for lunch n now dinner...anyway he is out wif his frens...one ting tat oways happen every fortnitely...sum small gathering wif his buddies to ktv...wif drinkin & smokin bah...so he will stink when he cum hm...haiz...
Ya the ting i hate him da most...SMOKING....he had actuali quit b4 he went taiwan...but he was sayin tat in taiwan life is pretty stress n result to smokin again...well u noe me...i dun stop him in stuff unless i m reli angry...so i din stop him despite i reli hate it....
guess one day soon he will pissed me off n i will scold him...but he is goin aussie...life will be stressful again...n he will surely turn into smokin again...
i more ting hav been goin thru my mind...well i haven told anyone n dun tink i will tell anyone...but it is rather affectin me...hope tis matter faster go away n regain my hapiness again...
stress reli affect my appetite....hope i can eat properly again bah...n oso my water intake is super poor...at wk i onli drink like 2 cups of water...
sian...wk so busy haven been havin time to catch up wif frens...hope everyting will be over n i can relax...hahaha
okie goin to take a long bath now n eat dinner...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 10:10 PM