Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Okie...my office is like sauna...haiz...all bcuz they r tryin to tune our aircon...all the time our office aircon was like a freezer...nowadays it is like suddenly freezin if nt hot like sauna...so most ppl r abit sick....So 2day i put a fan n blow directly at me...hahaha...shiok loh...
Not jus my work...even at hm my room aircon seems to be another sauna...slp until sweat...gosh...n it is onli my room...okie mama say tat Des's uncle din svc the aircon properly...haiz...so nid to waste money ask christina papa de fren to svc aircon...sian...
As for my papa stall, tink it is too tedious for them...although the biz is gd but long workin hrs...therfore, tink they nt goin to continue....hahaha...guess my frens all dun haf the "koufu" to try my papa cookin liao...
I was oso in a dilemma jus on sunday as mama almost fainted due to lack of rest n blood...was tinkin to quit my job & help them or wat...even bf was involve in helping out which is taxin to us all...had a little arguement wif des but solve it liao...guess it is jus abt the imptance of money in each eyes...
I oso went to $1 value shop to buy slippers...cheap which u can buy ea mth 1 pair n cost u $12...hahaha...1st time being kiasu as the tissue paper is oways hot in demand....so i bought 5 pkts...which can put in office use...now onli wait for des to be chauffeur n send it hm... (>_<)
As for des, all sgp govt fault buy lousy plane...tat crash n now duno whether he kana scold...but the ting is...buy lousy plane crash n blame on ppl...hw can...worst make him work fr 2.45pm till 4am...hw can? my poor darling sure sick soon de..."BU SHI REN" de work...but he bobian...
oh ya...was chkin my mail n rec'd a nice mail fr a colleague joyce...tot of sharin wif u all...rather long but reli meaningful...do take sum time to read it....enjoy it...dun be prejudice by viewin it on religion aspects...but it does make me feel beta...so i hope u guys oso enjoy it...
God : Hello. Did you call me?
Me : Called you? No . who is this?
God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me : I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something...
God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me : Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me : I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God : Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me : Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me : Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me : But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me : But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty ...
God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me : If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me : You mean to say such experience is useful?
God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me : But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me : Frankly, in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading.
God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me : Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me : In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me : What surprises you about people?
God : When they suffer they ask, "Why me?" When they prosper, they never ask"Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me : Sometimes I ask, Who am I, Why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Me : How can I get the best out of life?
God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me : One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me : Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts or doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve.Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live!
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 4:20 PM