Monday, February 27, 2006
Been sick since last tuesday....haf fever & throat infection...well fever is gone but nt e sore throat...nw i even lost my voice...gosh...bad timing since it is my hatch day....
one of e most boring bday eva...din go out...din go anytin...wat had planned all gone into e drain...oso duno wat else 2 say le...
yup...my bro had a 2nd job interview 2day but it is a boon lay...gosh imagine he have 2 travel 1.5hrs 2 wk....duno if he can take it or nt....
ya...esp when $$ nw is a big big prob 2 me....papa gettin a perm job but wonder if his legs can tahan...cuz his legs cant reli stand 4 long hrs le...then bro if too far, parents dun wan him 2 take it...so back 2 square one...
so i m physically goin 2 drain all my $$ again...tat is y i din do anytin 4 my hatch day too....
deep down i m reli quite stressed abt it...guess life ahead goin 2 be pretty tough 4 me...n yet no one can share my burden....cant find ppl 2 talk 2 too...
i m broke...i m sick...n thus causin me 2 be a little weird...so i did wish des cld comfort me a little....but tink he is oso busy mah...n was busy as usual...n he oso too stupid 2 sense sumtin is wrong wif me...hahaha...
guess nw i reli lost n duno wat 2 do except take a step at a time...
even work aint reli workin out well 4 me...yet i cant change job as pay wise is gd....argh...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 6:30 PM