Monday, April 17, 2006
haiz...duno wat 2 do anymore....
was sick ova da wkend...yet stil kana scold n nag...duno who 2 turn 2 anymore...
lucky i pray...one's religion is super impt...at least can help me a little sia...
~MuM~
She been very short temper nowadays...get irritated easily sia...little bit oso flare...which doc advise her 2 relax n cool down...so nt sure oso la....brought her go chinatown c chinese sinseh...c tat famous "Yu Ren Sheng"....wah due 2 her special case, they giv her go 1st sia...then sinseh say since she watch wat she eat, no eat too salty,too sweet or too fattening n even no eat meats...so muz be her temper tat cuz her illness...
hmmm...so learn sumtin sia...if u eat well, u muz oso be in gd mood oways...so be hapi then illness stay far far away....
~DaD~
tink he reli aint takin mum's illness seriously or sumtin...he been wantin 2 go Genting n enjoy himself...perhaps he is tryin 2 run away n sort out his tots...nt sure la...jus feel so stressed by them...
~BrO~
start workin le...work like 2pm till 12midnite...but he aint helpin at all...kaoz...so oso nt sure la...
~Me~
so me da sole pillar 2 do everytin...wk wk...then rush hm cook giv ma eat...then sweep floor, mop floor....wash clothes....argh...no one helpin me...cant take it loh....haiz...yet stil nt appreciated...
oso kana blamed for writin e email 2 feedback on doc 2 e CEO...haiz...duno wat else can i do sia?
i pray tat i can hav strength 2 endure n endure sia...
been havin difficulty in slpin sia...been self medicatin myself...been havin headaches...so self medicate muscle relax pills...kaoz...if nt i tink i burst long ago sia...
haiz...thx gdness stil gt alot of frens 2 pray 4 me too...
been rather unhapi nowadays...alot of tings goin thru my mind...till i tink i cant slp....
actuali...time flies...cum 2 tink of it...des will b back soon....cant wait til i can c him sia...
thx 2 his fone support too...if nt i reli duno sia...oso lucky gt my secondary sch frens keep encouraging me sia...if nt i oso collapse long ago loh...
~Reflections~
aft tis is settle, i tink i will jus nid 2 take a break...go 4 a short holiday...n start plannin more on makin oneself hapi...if nt life is reli short n if u dun make urself hapi...u will regret sia...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 3:05 PM