Wednesday, April 19, 2006
haha...nice title...nowadays due 2 constant lack of slp n upsettin remarks by mum...been like a zombie....
My eyes are so hurt n tired...yes been cryin silently 2 slp too...haiz...but no choice...She is my mum....
Sumtimes jus feel like throwin everytin aside & care abt myself...yet cant bare my heart 2 do it...yet i aint being appreciated...yaya she oways claimed her son is beta...oh well...so ask her son do la...n my dad is behavin more n more weird...keep sayin wana go England visit my aunt b4 he cant do it anymore...wah wif all tis i reli cant take it anymore...
oh well, test n more test...when can it stop...I m stil young, y so much tests 4 me 2 go thru....argh...i dun wana be stronger...i jus wana be hapi...pls pls i pray tat everytin will go off faster so i can c e light once again...
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Oh i was super duper touched by one of colleague, she reli make my day ytd...cuz e day b4 mum juz said i dun care abt her, onli bro bother....so i feel sad, din argue wif her, n juz go hide in my room n cry myself 2 slp. So my eyes like abit puffy, then she suprised me wif her handmade tiramisu...taste yummy...althou i tink des will like it more...aftall, i nt into it...but reli bring some sweetness in me...felt a littler hapier...so took sum pic & wana share wif u all...dun drool hor...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 11:06 AM