Friday, May 19, 2006
I wont be updating my blog as often le...cuz i hav no time n nw i rather write my diary which is more personal....
anyway my mum's report is out as most of u will know...her cancer is stage 3c...one more to stage 4...doc say is quite serious as her lymn nodes is oso affected...n a very high chance of spreading to other parts of her body...
as for now she haf to go thru chemotherapy and radiotherapy to kill the cancer cells...doc aint sure if is effective or not...so hav to monitor her closely...doc oso arranged a psychartrist for her to see...haiz..
despite tis bad news...duno why, i haf been havin good winnings luck...been helpin my fren n me to win money in soccer bets and recently jus strike 4d third prize...onli to find tat i oso abuse the money a little to make myself hapi...
i oso stil recovering fr a urine n vagina infection...all bcuz my hse downstairs de GP is so lousy...make my urine infection spread to other part...haiz...so waste more money go KK see...so now gettin beta n beta...
kinda pray n hope tat mum will be fine...if nt reli jus let her go peacefully, dun let her suffer...gosh so quite unstable...
even email my asst director to pardon me at work if i do badly cuz i m very affected by mum....
cuz i dun often relate to frens n others easily on personal feelings...so jus bottled up n keep to myself...
my bro n me is tryin to be strong for my mum...
as for my dad....tink he is escaping...mum oso din tell her how serious her illness...so dad duno anytin...
i oso duno wat to say anymore...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 11:11 AM