Friday, August 18, 2006
well...decided tat i hav 2 blog & oso write in my personal diary....hate tis....reli hate it...till i gt so angry & went out 4 a walk in da middle of e nite...
i dun understand y tis oways happen...n i kinda sick of it...my bro spoil my computer again...well nt actually mine...cuz i fixed myself a new one...n thus handover my old comp of 6 yrs to him...n gt ourself a router...thus both can go online...n then he corrupt e comp again...surfing porn webby...n i haf 2 clear his shit...gosh...i cried cuz althou tat comp aint mine...but it had spent 6 yrs wif me w/o any injuries...yes i was heart pain...
in da end i fixed it...but gt bad sectors left in e hard disk...i told mum i aint goin 2 clear his shit again...mum say tat he wont treasure his own stuff cuz nt his money buy one...even use his own money...he oso wont treasure...well i kinda disagree wif e 2nd part...tat for tat bad news...
hmmm...i oso went for interview 2day...gosh...nv attended an interview which they make candidates wait for 2 whole hrs b4 they finally interview u...i tink i flunked....partly cuz they oso hav a written test on "at the end of ur career path, wat do u hope to achieve?"
gosh...ask me 2 tink abt so long term plan...woot...shitty...real shitty...so i dun haf hope in it...partly oso bcuz i was influence by fren...okie...clarinda tried applying for tat job for yrs...yet she cant get...well i jus recently tried to apply n was granted the interview...so i feel kinda lose confidence...cuz aftall i tink tat dada haf oways been beta at me at academics...thus i dun understand hw can someone of such gd grades failed...
yeah...n dada oso quittin her job soon...yeah she jus join like tis yr but she cant stand her job...thus kinda sad...26 leh...yet stil cant find a job we like...oh well wont giv up...will stil strive on...
oh well i did wat i cld...hope for the best...gt some encouragement fr my net fren in california, he said "your purpose is to find purpose, if you know it now, theres no more goal, but you can spend the rest of your life getting there...lifes about the journey, not the destination, thats added perk" n another little gal...1st bf's cousin...when feeling stressed, try coping it by spelling backwards....guess little nice tots by such frens r reli sweet...thx u guys...
~MuMmY DeArEsT~
heehee...she is of beta mood these few days...cuz her chemo is over...so make her hapi...haha...well her ex jap sushi boss called her 2 go wk in e new outlet opening soon...so she told them aft oct...well her ex jap boss oways call her wheneva there a new outlet...too bad jap dun value woman...if nt mum wld be a outlet manager oredi...hmmm shld learn to abolish tis sia...
but mum is da most valued e/ee in tat jap's boss eyes...if nt she wont be send to taiwan, msia tat time to teach e/ee there....
n she hope to go UK nex yr to visit my aunt...partly oso bcuz papa wana go...their life long wishes...if nt pa wont be able to walk soon...haiz...but oso cant do much...wat can be said n done is oredi done...he dun exercise, he dun ctrl his diet...we cant do anytin...
recently been goin downstairs to exercise wif mum...gosh...my thighs hurt...aft a long break since i injured my achilles...haha...but was great...well i stil maintain myself...proud of it...mum was shocked tot i was bullshitting when i told her tat she take lift to 6th flr n i climb stairs cld reach her at the same time...hahaha....thus i did...n she was amazed....well i told her tat my onli form of exercise fr wk everyday...
as for me...recently made a new fren...a gal from frenster...well nt even reli sure...cuz nv meet her...jus chat thru frenster...somehw she n me ended up chatting quite close...same age sia...at 1st i tot she was some poly fren or sumtin...
come to tink of it...i reli gt very little close gals frens...can count using jus my 1 hand...nt both but jus 1...pathetic huh...yeah one of them getting married soon in oct...well so she will be more busy wif married life...cuz even nw she is so busy wif wk sia...n my own mean of updating in her life is reading her blog...
oh well...off to bed since my gastric aint tat painful anymore...tata damn late liao...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 2:04 AM