Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Woot....times reli flies...getting older n older....
jus went running n cycling at hm...reli dying 2 slim down...stil tink i m too fat....okie fine...its my own tinkin can...so pls pls dun say me anymore...jus let me do wat i wan....
Din go out ytd n get wild...guess i wont be able 2 be like tis anymore...too old for such stuff? n partly oso bcuz of "someone" tat person will know who n wat he did 2 me tat make me cant go out...
anyway goin 2 buy my shoes fr mphosis tml wif jerry....n of course a boxer fr topshop wif the picture of penguin....heehee damn bloody excited...
haha...got 2 watch tat movie "Good Luck,Chuck" fulls of penguins....hahaha...guess tat e onli ting tat make me hapi oways...
but one ting i learn fr e movie? hw far will u go 2 prove sumtin...he actually had sex wif a fat n disgusting woman jus 2 prove tat he aint a lucky charm....
hmmm....sumtin is reli lingering in my mind...yet i cant do it....n i told him 2 go do it...then let me know...haha...but i guess he wont do it...nt bcuz he is afraid but cuz he's jus too nice...
seriously, i duno wat pulling me 2 him...haha...yet i m reli afraid of getting hurt too....n i m too used 2 single n carefree life...
like wat jerry said...i changed so damn alot...too independant de...n too heartless too....reli scary...
yeah...goin hongkong soon....so super hapi sia...my long long awaited break n trip....i promised myself 2 go for a trip once a yr....all who know me will know...i hate being trapped...n i hate routine stuff...i will get bored...
reli tough 4 any guys 2 please me too...haha...more like unless i wan 2 please them....guess i wont be able 2 reli luv anyone....be weak n kana hurt...
okie...keep u guys updated other time...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 8:33 PM