Monday, December 24, 2007
Woot....been reli like some super duper long time since i crawl out fr e shell....been writing alot in my diary...but jus aint comfy...promised myself to revamp my blog....but got no time....here's all e updates for mths...
~Family~
Mum's health-->suppose 2 b a guinea pig on new drug...wk on her for 3mths n ta da...miracles do happen i hope...damn....i hate it when life is so cruel....yet we stil hav 2 face it...well so 4 now, she is on 2 diff kind of drugs...
thx alot 4 all those who keep her in ur prayers....
Dad's health-->damn stubborn, tat where i got my genes...i totally giv up on him...whole family giv up on him too....do wat he wan....he is getting old n grouchy....he jus gt a little accident lately...well it oways happen no matter wat...tat's our biggest worry all e time....well well...hope for e best....
Bro-->most yaya one in family now...gt his bonus n free trip to thailand fr his company...so he gave mum more moni...thus i m losing out...damn...but jus wait till jan...haha...
~WoRk~
Gt into a new dept....yes yes pretty slack....nt much stuff 2 do....nah...is i m too used to fast paced society...i kinda do stuff too fast....
my ex-boss is kinda pissed n stressed....as a fren u wld wana help her kill those bastards...but then....i gt my own limit anyway...heck care la...jus make her hapi can le...n pls pls faster quit ur job....go find sumtin else...nt worth to stay in this shit place....
Oh ya...also goin to stdy le...made up my mind on wat to take..get sponsor fr NUS....n then more earning power for my family....n then can start saving for myself...
~Beloved Frens~
Hmmm....time of e season 2 catch up wif frens....u gain some...u lose some on ur ways....certain frens r jus there at tt time of ur life n stay there...some frens will move along wif u....
1) buddy kerry sim....gosh...kana dumped...9yrs r/s sia...well well....he is picking up well anyway...tat gal dun deserve u....i help u find beta one...if no beta one..u can stick 2 me for life n we can grow old together....hahaha
2) super buddy jerry teo....hahaha....getting old n fat...lucky we din make it yrs ago....but thx for oways there wheneva i nid u....no matter hw...i nid u more than any guy....LoL....kinda mushy but its truth....mayb u r my failure in my r/s...hahah but e truth is...i rather tell u than tell any bf tat i had or m wif....hahaha....faster get a gf n shoo me out fr ur life...if nt we reli goin 2 grow old together....
3) jen ai....wah tis reli shock me tat u hav been out of luv...i reli tot tat u guys were getting along well....haiz...enjoy being single then...some perfect person will come along...furthermore, we can go adopt a kid too...hahaha....life is great w/o man....
4) serene....aint we reli getting old...known each other for 7yrs...kaoz....dun wori abt ah jie...he will do fine....aint u glad u guys can go thru stuff together...i wan tat too...but i dun nid it nw...wait till i find e right guy...
5)old man jo....hahaha....got urself a gf....okie wif ur job....getting old le...n oways no time for me...i jealous loh....hahaha 30 liao la...faster get married so i can get rid of u....hahahaha
6)da rest of my frens...haha bless u guys wif tons of gdluck....stay hapi....
~Myself~
The most interesting ting is abt me....hahaha....tings r reli doing gd....enjoying myself...releasing myself to da max....
got tons of stupid frens match making me...office colleagues nagging me to get hitched....damn do i reli nid a guy....aint it fun to be wild n let loose...hahahaha
well well....i do wish tat someone can ctrl me...can make me weak....can make me wana be a "Good" gal...
kinda nid some affection....but somehw nt any guy will fit in....the most stupid ting tat i did...i tink i did almost fall for a guy...damn but it jus aint goin 2 wk...since he keep saying so...
n so shld i giv up or continue....hmmmm i reli duno....ting is i reli duno him well...n he know...yet he claim me tis n tat...kaoz...abit idiotic...but i dun care...i dun wish to make judgement abt him which aint goin to be true n regret...thus i hope u dun do tat to me either...
oh well...skip tat stupid topic....i been reli bugged by a few guys recently....guess they will go off soon....hahahaha
guess wat...me picked up calligraphy again....to train my temper....hahahaha.....mum luff at me for tat....she say it's jus goin 2 be a 3min ting....damn
got myself to diet n exercise again....since i change dept...tons of family time..esp thurs...mum go play tai chi...her daughter go there pei her exercise...
n gym...kerry...u beta make sure u goin 2 be my gym partner when i m back fr HK....
ya ya...my long awaited vacation.....hk here i come....heehee....eat n enjoy....cfm sure grow fat.....will update u guys when i m back....
oh ya...my cousin's wedding is coming soon....drag it...hate it...hahahaha...everyone goin to ask y i aint getting married since i m e oldest....hahahaha
nvm...once no one reli suit me...or come along...i m goin 2 ask for sperm donors.....i told my mum anyway...she aint mind...so who cares....
wah...so cold wake up go toilet break n start to write so much...hahaha....i tink i reli is a vampire....hell...if reli there is such ting...pls bite me....i wana be one....zzzzzzzzzzzzz
come tink of it....time reli flies...damn i goin 2 be wiser soon again...n i got tons of stuff pack for my life...do tis...do tat....hahaha....jus tat sometimes u wish there is someone who u luv can share ur joy...but heck la...i bcum damn bian tai...oways so self centred nw...me,myself n myself....hahaha...nt sure if i can giv u once i reli mit him...
oh last ting...i do reli enjoy myself wif tat him...somehw i do reli wish we can work out well...but somehw like u said...u dun wish to hurt me....n then i will hate u...jus wana keep as much nice memories of u as much as possible...bless ya too...
kkk...shit...mum woke up n nag me le...gtg
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 4:20 AM