Thursday, February 26, 2009
ya...2day is my bday but i gt no mood....
I juz wish tat mummy can live & pei me 4 another bday...take a short wish at one time...
mornin when i woke up...she was in pain...so i massage her...then she said she rather die than kana torture...haiz...
duno sia...so depressin...
well well...juz pray n hope 4 da best...
~Ytd~
came back 2 wk takin urgent lve...tons of stuff 2 clear...n no appetite 2 eat...end up eating my BF all the way till lunch...unbelievable loh...
tat save $$ too...haha...
when i went hm...wah biang...i was like e those cartoons tat show dark clouds onli stickin 2 me...
ya...so in front of me is bright & shiny...while on top of me is drizzlin...damn
then i was talkin 2 bb...n he ask me 2 look out for rainbow...
n true enuff...i saw rainbow...a big big one...n he saw it at sembawang too...
so swt 2 b so far yet seein e same rainbow...thus warm my heart a little...made me hapi a little...
then dinner din take much again...juz no appetite...
~TuE~
gt a fone call fr mummy in hosp early mornin...doc told her abt her swollen kidneys...then nt too sure if shld op or nt...n gt risk...scare me sia...
then i cried la...n bb cried too...made me luff n shoot him back...u cry simi cry...n he told me..."tat one oso my mummy mah"...so cute...
thus both of us heavy hearted went 2 find her...sayang her...
n called 4 e doc 2 explained 2 us...but doc went 4 course...evenin then free...so we waited...
nw tis head doc at least beta...told us tat mum muz go 4 op...no choice...then nid 2 continue her chemo...cuz no choice...her cells grew n oso spread...
argh...reli tormentin 2 us...
n then aft seein e doc...he let my mummy discharged...n b back on 3rd mar 4 review n op date n oso tell us abt e op...
cheyanne (>_<) last posted ; 9:09 AM